{"id":507,"date":"2023-09-11T18:29:05","date_gmt":"2023-09-11T18:29:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/?p=507"},"modified":"2024-10-22T19:56:15","modified_gmt":"2024-10-22T19:56:15","slug":"until-one-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/?p=507","title":{"rendered":"[until one day]"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\" style=\"font-size:15px\">When my child cried\r\nI used to take her hands into my own\r\nto \u201cshhh shhh\u201d her\r\n\u2018cause that\u2019s what I knew best\r\n\u201cPlease don\u2018t cry\r\nI can\u2019t deal with your pain\r\nI have my own pain, bigger than yours,\r\n\u2018cause I lost everything,\r\nI just don\u2019t know it yet.\u201d\r\n\r\nWhen my child got beaten up and cried\r\nI declared war on the aggressor\r\nthen I took her in my arms and kept her safe\r\nand sworn I\u2019d never let anyone else harm her\r\n\u201cPlease let me take care of you\r\n\u2018cause I don\u2019t know how to take care of myself first\r\nI need you to be, for me to be\u201d\r\nand it was so wrong\r\nI just did not know it back then\r\n\r\nWhen my child pulled my hair \r\nand called me names\r\nI used to cry and feel unworthy \r\nof love, of life itself\r\nbut then I forgave her \r\n\u2018cause she did not know better\r\nor so I thought\r\n\r\nWhen my child was asking for too much from me\r\nand beat me \u2018cause I was unable,\r\nI struggled to make her wishes come true\r\n\u2018cause she was my reason to live\r\nUntil one day\r\nwhen she almost sacrificed me\r\nand I opened my eyes\r\nThat\u2019s when I realized, mom,\r\nthat my child was you\r\n<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When my child cried I used to take her hands into my own to \u201cshhh shhh\u201d her \u2018cause that\u2019s what I knew best \u201cPlease don\u2018t cry I can\u2019t deal with your pain I have my own pain, bigger than yours, \u2018cause I lost everything, I just don\u2019t know it yet.\u201d When my child got beaten&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":508,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-507","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poems"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/rod-long-y0OAmd_COUM-unsplash-scaled.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/507","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=507"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/507\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":598,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/507\/revisions\/598"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/508"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=507"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=507"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=507"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}