{"id":704,"date":"2025-04-06T20:03:44","date_gmt":"2025-04-06T20:03:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/?p=704"},"modified":"2025-08-20T20:48:42","modified_gmt":"2025-08-20T20:48:42","slug":"amintiri-intrate-la-apa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/?p=704","title":{"rendered":"[amintiri intrate la ap\u0103]"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\" style=\"font-size:15px\"><br>Mi-au r\u0103mas p\u0103rin\u021bii mici<br>\u0219i vorbele lor g\u00e2tuite<br>\u0219i casa-n care am crescut,<br>c\u00e2ndva mergeam o zi \u00eentreag\u0103 <br>de la unul la altul \u00een trei camere<br>azi \u00eei ajung pe am\u00e2ndoi din doar doi pa\u0219i<br><br>Mi-au r\u0103mas mici nop\u021bile albe<br>\u0219i urletele tatei pe fundal<br>\u0219i pl\u00e2nsetele mamei de sub perne <br>\u00eenfundate<br>pe care azi nu le mai simt amar<br><br>Mi-au r\u0103mas mici holul \u0219i pere\u021bii<br>pe dup\u0103 care m\u0103 ascundeam<br>ca s\u0103 n-aud sau s\u0103 aud mai bine<br>s\u0103 \u0219tiu dac\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n sau e mai bine s\u0103 dispar<br><br>Azi mi-au r\u0103mas mici debaraua \u0219i cuptorul<br>cu mirosul lor de pr\u0103jituri<br>la care nu aveam voie dec\u00e2t condi\u021bionat<br>sau limitat, \u00een intervale de timp<br>decise de autoritatea casei<br>Mereu m-am \u00eentrebat unde mai e sensul<br>pr\u0103jituritului dac\u0103 nu te bucuri de ce faci <br>\u0219i nu-i la\u0219i nici pe al\u021bii<br><br>Mi-a r\u0103mas mic\u0103 oglinda din baie<br>\u00een care m\u0103 priveam adesea <br>dup\u0103 ce-mi sp\u0103lam fa\u021ba de lacrimi<br>doar ca s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg de ce mi se spunea<br>c\u0103 sunt ur\u00e2t\u0103 \u0219i c\u0103 nu o s\u0103 m\u0103 vrea nimeni niciodat\u0103<br>pentru c\u0103 ai mei a\u0219a credeau,<br>c\u0103 ei dau tonul, \u0219i c\u0103 dac\u0103 ei nu m-au vrut<br>nu o s\u0103 m\u0103 vrea nimeni<br>Doar c\u0103 tr\u0103s\u0103tura unui om de a fi sau nu iubibil<br>nu \u021bine de al\u021bii, ci doar de sine <br>iar ai mei, printre multe altele, <br>nici asta nu au \u00een\u021beles<br><br>Mi-au r\u0103mas mici p\u0103rin\u021bii<br>cu temerile lor exagerate, <br>amenin\u021b\u0103rile nefondate <br>\u0219i pove\u0219tile pe care \u0219i le-au spus at\u00e2t de des<br>\u00eenc\u00e2t au \u00eenceput s\u0103 le \u0219i cread\u0103<br>\u0219i s\u0103 le serveasc\u0103 \u0219i altora ca pe adev\u0103ruri <br>adev\u0103ruri \u0219i at\u00e2t, f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eendoial\u0103<br><br>Mi-au r\u0103mas mici p\u0103rin\u021bii <br>cu mijloacele lor de a m\u0103 \u021bine <br>antrenat\u0103 \u00een r\u0103zboiul lor <br>din care nu am vrut niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 fiu parte<br>dar \u00een care am fost pe r\u00e2nd <br>soldat, dezertor, r\u0103nit, mediator, <br>locotenent, nimeni, ra\u021bionalul, <br>totul, emo\u021bionalul, <br>salvatorul, agresorul \u0219i victima<br><br>Ce de roluri \u0219i, din p\u0103cate, <br>nu toate<br>mi-au r\u0103mas mici,<br>cu unele \u00eenc\u0103 jonglez:<br>le-am tot \u00eempins cu cunoa\u0219terea<br>spre marginea pr\u0103pastiei,<br>\u00een speran\u021ba c\u0103 voi sc\u0103pa de ele<br>doar ca s\u0103 le v\u0103d \u00eentorc\u00e2ndu-se <br>ca un bumerang \u0219i lovindu-m\u0103 <br>cu toat\u0103 puterea peste speran\u021ba<br>unui nou \u00eenceput<br><br>mi-am tot luat \u021beapa asta<br>p\u00e2n\u0103 am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 sunt dispuse s\u0103 plece<br>c\u00e2nd sunt preg\u0103tit\u0103 s\u0103 le privesc \u00een ochi<br>s\u0103 le \u00eentind m\u00e2na, <br>s\u0103 le mul\u021bumesc pentru ce m-au \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat<br>\u0219i s\u0103 le las \u00een urm\u0103 <br><br>asta o s\u0103 fac \u0219i cu ai mei,<br>care mi-au r\u0103mas mici:<br>\u00eentr-o zi o s\u0103 fiu preg\u0103tit\u0103<br>s\u0103 \u00eei privesc \u00een ochi, <br>s\u0103 le \u00eentind m\u00e2na, <br>s\u0103 le mul\u021bumesc pentru ce m-au \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat<br>\u0219i a trebuit s\u0103 dezv\u0103\u021b<br>\u0219i s\u0103 \u00eei las \u00een urm\u0103 <br>cu tot cu casa lor care mi-a r\u0103mas mic\u0103<br><\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mi-au r\u0103mas p\u0103rin\u021bii mici\u0219i vorbele lor g\u00e2tuite\u0219i casa-n care am crescut,c\u00e2ndva mergeam o zi \u00eentreag\u0103 de la unul la altul \u00een trei camereazi \u00eei ajung pe am\u00e2ndoi din doar doi pa\u0219iMi-au r\u0103mas mici nop\u021bile albe\u0219i urletele tatei pe fundal\u0219i pl\u00e2nsetele mamei de sub perne \u00eenfundatepe care azi nu le mai simt amarMi-au r\u0103mas mici 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