{"id":725,"date":"2025-06-09T16:46:10","date_gmt":"2025-06-09T16:46:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/?p=725"},"modified":"2025-08-20T20:49:25","modified_gmt":"2025-08-20T20:49:25","slug":"alinare-part-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/?p=725","title":{"rendered":"[Alinare – Part 1]"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
Am \u00een mine o bebelu\u0219\u0103 cu ramuri \u00een loc de plete 
\u0219i suflu de mosc alb
n\u0103scut\u0103 \u00een haos
venit\u0103 din lumin\u0103

Am \u00een mine o \u0219col\u0103ri\u021b\u0103 cu din\u021bi\u0219ori de lapte
care \u00eenflore\u0219te \u00een ritmul ei lent, dar real
mai pu\u021bin pe zi, mai mult pe timp de noapte
\u00een lini\u0219te
cu coroni\u021b\u0103 pe cre\u0219tet \u0219i sudoare pe frunte
de la presiunea perfec\u021biunii

Am \u00een mine o adolescent\u0103 ne\u00een\u021beleas\u0103
bullied \u0219i tem\u0103toare
care a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat c\u0103 lumea e un loc periculos
dar care a f\u0103cut (im)posibilul s\u0103 o descopere;
cu ziduri \u00een jurul inimii, 
dar bra\u021be \u00eentinse pentru o \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219are
oriunde, oricui, 
care nu cere mult, 
se mul\u021bume\u0219te cu ce-i spui. 

Am \u00een mine o t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 de 20+ 
care intr\u0103 \u00een \u00eenc\u0103peri cu privirea \u00een jos
ca \u0219i cum toat\u0103 lumea o \u0219tie \u0219i o judec\u0103 
\u0219i o arat\u0103 cu degetul 
pentru c\u0103 tat\u0103l ei bea \u0219i mama ei minte
(Oh wait\u2026)

Am \u00een mine o femeie care nu \u0219tie cine e
pentru c\u0103 a tot fost cine au avut al\u021bii nevoie s\u0103 fie,
o femeie care se teme, dar nu renun\u021b\u0103
care alearg\u0103, dar \u00ee\u0219i \u021bine respira\u021bia pe drum
care trebuie s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i aminteasc\u0103 s\u0103 respire
pentru c\u0103 a fost at\u00e2ta timp \u00een pericol \u00eenc\u00e2t nu mai \u0219tie
cum e s\u0103 respire liber, s\u0103 fie

Am \u00een mine o entertaineri\u021b\u0103 care-l \u021binea pe tata 
mul\u021bumit \u0219i vesel
pentru c\u0103 mul\u021bumit \u0219i vesel \u00eensemna calm
\u0219i calm \u00eensemna c\u0103 ea nu era \u00een pericol

Am \u00een mine o olimpic\u0103 pentru care
toate diplomele n-au fost de ajuns
pentru c\u0103 ea n-a fost niciodat\u0103 de ajuns 
pentru mama ei care voia
mai mult \u0219i mai mult \u0219i mai mult
pentru sine, dar
pe anii mei, pe via\u021ba mea.

Am \u00een mine o sor\u0103 mai mic\u0103
ru\u0219inat\u0103 \u0219i vinovat\u0103 de a nu fi \u0219tiut
s\u0103 fie o sor\u0103 bun\u0103,
care a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 se ierte
pentru c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103
atunci era doar un copil

Toate astea le-am tr\u0103it
pe r\u00e2nd sau simultan, 
\u00eentr-un m\u00e9lange straniu,
negr\u0103it.

\u0218i totu\u0219i

Am \u00een mine at\u00e2tea femei pe care 
\u00eenc\u0103 nu le-am tr\u0103it 
\u0219i c\u0103rora nu le-am dat voie s\u0103 m\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103

Am \u00een mine o mam\u0103 nen\u0103scut\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103
nici pentru copilul meu, nici pentru mine
o mam\u0103 care m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie, care alin\u0103
o mam\u0103 pl\u0103p\u00e2nd\u0103, m\u0103runt\u0103,
dar cu bra\u021be care \u00eenconjoar\u0103 p\u0103m\u00e2ntul
ca s\u0103 m-ajung\u0103. 

Am \u00een mine o zei\u021b\u0103 care-\u0219i a\u0219teapt\u0103 
congruen\u021ba cu stelele
ca s\u0103 poat\u0103 scoate capul la lumin\u0103
P\u00e2n\u0103 atunci st\u0103 \u00eenchis\u0103 \u00eentr-o colivie din titan;
titan \u00eenghe\u021bat, care o \u021bine departe de gratii
ca s\u0103 nu prind\u0103 curaj s\u0103 simt\u0103 c\u0103 poate.

Am \u00een mine o zei\u021b\u0103 de care m\u0103 tem
- pentru c\u0103 cine a\u0219 fi eu f\u0103r\u0103 traume, f\u0103r\u0103 frici
f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eendoieli, tr\u0103ind \u0219i str\u0103lucind \u00een b\u0103taia v\u00e2ntului 
care-mi duce mirosul p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eentr-acolo unde
p\u0103s\u0103rile \u00ee\u0219i amintesc unde le e casa
\u0219i natura \u00eenflore\u0219te \u0219i iarna, doar c\u0103 pe dedesubt? -

Am \u00een mine o zei\u021b\u0103 care se vrea liber\u0103 \u0219i tr\u0103it\u0103
care-mi cere doar curajul s\u0103 let go, 
s\u0103 respir \u0219i s\u0103 ascult
iar eu m\u0103 fac c\u0103 n-o aud,
c\u0103 nu o v\u0103d c\u00e2nd m\u0103 privesc \u00een oglind\u0103
- mai ales dup\u0103 ce pl\u00e2ng -
\u0219i de dincolo de pupile atinge 
cu palmele luminoase gratiile
\u0219i \u00eemi strig\u0103:
\u201cai curaj, ai curaj, ai curaj!\u201d

Poate \u00eentr-o zi o s\u0103 am

P\u00e2n\u0103 atunci 
am \u00een mine netr\u0103it\u0103 o feti\u021b\u0103
- care \u00ee\u0219i caut\u0103 tat\u0103l, care \u00ee\u0219i caut\u0103 mama
care-\u0219i caut\u0103 rostul \u00een lumea asta c\u0103reia nu-i apar\u021bine
- de alinat.
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