{"id":759,"date":"2025-11-02T11:13:47","date_gmt":"2025-11-02T11:13:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/?p=759"},"modified":"2025-11-02T11:13:51","modified_gmt":"2025-11-02T11:13:51","slug":"e-un-pic-de-tristete-in-orice","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/?p=759","title":{"rendered":"[E un pic de triste\u021be \u00een orice]"},"content":{"rendered":"

– Tat\u0103, n-am putea s\u0103 facem cumva s\u0103 nu ne mai plece nimeni? se auzi \u00eentreb\u00e2nd, cu suspinele \u00een vocea r\u0103gu\u0219it\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nimeni nu e al nostru.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nici m\u0103car anim\u0103lu\u021bele pe care ni le dai?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nici m\u0103car.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nici noi nu suntem ai no\u0219tri, a\u0219a e, tat\u0103, zise ea ru\u0219in\u00e2ndu-se. Dar ai cui suntem, tat\u0103?<\/span><\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Ai vie\u021bii.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Aha.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– \u0218i via\u021ba ce face cu noi?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Ne tr\u0103ie\u0219te.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Cum a\u0219a?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Ne trece prin toate etapele, ca pe o pr\u0103jitur\u0103. Ne construie\u0219te cu ingrediente diverse, ne fr\u0103m\u00e2nt\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 cre\u0219tem, iar c\u00e2nd cre\u0219tem\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

– A\u0219a?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Ne bag\u0103 la cuptor.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Ai un sim\u021b al umorului tare ciudat, \u00eei spuse ea r\u00e2z\u00e2nd. Recunosc c\u0103 m-a amuzat, totu\u0219i.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Foarte bine, fata mea. Bucuria cre\u0219te omenia. \u0218i lumina cre\u0219te odat\u0103 cu bucuria.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– \u201dBucur\u0103-te\u201d, mi-a zis cineva drag \u00eentr-o zi \u00een care toate p\u0103reau s\u0103 mearg\u0103 invers.<\/span><\/p>\n

– \u0218i tu ce-ai f\u0103cut?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Am pufnit a ironie. Cum adic\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur c\u00e2nd nimic nu merge bine?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Are sens, totu\u0219i.<\/span><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 am pufnit?<\/span><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 te bucuri.<\/span><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i cum func\u021bioneaz\u0103?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Bucuria schimb\u0103 situa\u021bia, pentru c\u0103 situa\u021bia se schimb\u0103 \u00een ochii t\u0103i. Dac\u0103 prive\u0219ti cu bucurie orice triste\u021be, tu practic \u00eei dai triste\u021bii o nou\u0103 defini\u021bie.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Aha.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Deep shit, huh?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Un pic cam deep, da. P\u0103i \u0219i triste\u021bea asta cum mai exist\u0103, dac\u0103 noi transform\u0103m totul \u00een bucurie?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Exist\u0103 \u00een toate, nu-i purta tu de grij\u0103. E un pic de triste\u021be \u00een orice, cam cum e cu sarea \u00een bucate.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Adic\u0103 triste\u021bea\u2026 Vrei s\u0103 spui c\u0103 triste\u021bea\u2026?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Triste\u021bea d\u0103 gustul.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i \u0219i atunci, de ce fugim de ea?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Pentru c\u0103 ne d\u0103 jos de pe norul-minciun\u0103 pe care ne e comod s\u0103 st\u0103m \u0219i ne d\u0103 cu nasul de cine suntem, uneori. \u0218i nu e u\u0219or. Ne ia de-o m\u00e2nec\u0103 \u0219i ne scoate din normalul nostru, din ce e lini\u0219tit-iluzoriu, pentru a ne\u2026 \u201dda volum\u201d. \u0218tii, ca atunci c\u00e2nd ba\u021bi albu\u0219urile, nu se face o bezea adev\u0103rat\u0103 dac\u0103 nu \u00eei pui un v\u00e2rf de sare.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Tot la pr\u0103jituri te-ai dus\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

– Tot la pr\u0103jituri, \u0219tiu c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi plac.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Pentru mine, pr\u0103jiturile sunt bucurie, tat\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Atunci imagineaz\u0103-\u021bi acum c\u0103 tu e\u0219ti o pr\u0103jitur\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Adic\u0103 sunt bucurie \u00eentrupat\u0103?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Bravo.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Cu triste\u021be ad\u0103ugat\u0103?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Un v\u00e2rf.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Un v\u00e2rf, repet\u0103 ea \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u0103du s\u0103 spun\u0103 ceva, dar se opri brusc, ca \u0219i cum o liter\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u021b\u00e2nat\u0103 n-ar fi vrut s\u0103 se urneasc\u0103 de pe corzile vocale. Se str\u0103dui:<\/span><\/p>\n

– Deci nimeni \u0219i nimic nu e al nostru, asta \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nici sarea?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nici.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nici bucuria, nici triste\u021bea, nici\u2026 pr\u0103jiturile?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nici.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nici via\u021ba, tat\u0103?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Mai ales via\u021ba.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– \u0218i ce ne r\u0103m\u00e2ne de f\u0103cut, tat\u0103?<\/span><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 ne bucur\u0103m de ce trece prin noi. E minunat s\u0103 putem sim\u021bi tot ce ni s-a \u00een\u0219irat ca sim\u021bire pe fr\u00e2nghia vie\u021bii; iar dac\u0103 tot avem acolo nesf\u00e2r\u0219ite sentimente, de ce s\u0103 nu alegem bucuria?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Putem s\u0103 alegem?<\/span><\/p>\n

– \u00centotdeauna.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Cum?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Doar \u00eenchidem ochii, inspir\u0103m ad\u00e2nc, expir\u0103m \u0219i mai ad\u00e2nc, \u0219i ne \u00eentreb\u0103m: \u201ddac\u0103 s-ar opri timpul \u00een acest moment, a\u0219 mai avea nevoie de ceva ca s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur?\u201d \u0218i ascult\u0103 ce-\u021bi \u0219opte\u0219te inima.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103-mi \u0219opte\u0219te c\u0103 de o vacan\u021b\u0103 \u00een Maldive \u0219i 500.000 euro, s\u0103 o cred?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Nu. Inima nu vrea nimic material. \u0102la e ego-ul; are \u0219i el rostul lui, dar nu aici, nu acum.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Aha. \u0218i ce-ar trebui s\u0103-mi \u0219opteasc\u0103?<\/span><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i uite, tu ziceai c\u0103 pentru tine pr\u0103jiturile sunt bucurie.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Da. Deci s\u0103 a\u0219tept s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 c\u0103 am nevoie de o pr\u0103jitur\u0103 ca s\u0103 fiu bucuroas\u0103?<\/span><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 a\u0219tep\u021bi s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi spun\u0103 ce te face s\u0103 tresari.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Aha.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ezit\u0103 pu\u021bin, ofteaz\u0103 \u0219i continu\u0103:<\/span><\/p>\n

– Dar ce-ar trebui s\u0103 simt, mai exact?<\/span><\/p>\n

– Depinde. Unii oameni simt o vibra\u021bie \u00een piept. Al\u021bii – furnic\u0103turi \u00een palme. Al\u021bii – o stare de lini\u0219te deplin\u0103. Al\u021bii – o senza\u021bie de c\u0103ldur\u0103 acolo, \u00eentre omopla\u021bi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Aha.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Po\u021bi sim\u021bi ceva nou, doar al t\u0103u; doar s\u0103 fii atent\u0103 s\u0103 nu treac\u0103 pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine ce trece prin tine.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Aha. Cred c\u0103 am \u00een\u021beles.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Ai \u00een\u021beles; \u00ee\u021bi lumineaz\u0103 privirea a claritate.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ea z\u00e2mbi u\u0219or st\u00e2njenit\u0103.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

– Deci dac\u0103 s-ar opri timpul acum, ce \u021bi-ar spune inima?<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u0103s\u0103 u\u0219or capul pe st\u00e2nga, ca \u0219i cum i s-ar \u0219opti ceva \u0219i-ar vrea s\u0103 aud\u0103 mai bine; \u00eenchise ochii, inspir\u0103, expir\u0103 ad\u00e2nc:<\/span><\/p>\n

– C\u0103-i e lini\u0219te \u0219i bine. C\u0103-i miroase a pr\u0103jituri de parc\u0103 \u00een mine e acum o \u00eentreag\u0103 cofet\u0103rie \u0219i c\u0103 nu \u00eei e nevoie de nimic acum\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

– A\u0219a\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

– \u00cen afar\u0103 de un v\u00e2rf de zah\u0103r vanilat, s\u0103 fie ca-n pove\u0219tile cu z\u00e2ne \u0219i fluturat de aripi, spuse ea, \u0219i scutur\u0103 umerii ca \u0219i cum, dintre omopla\u021bi, se porni via\u021ba \u00eens\u0103\u0219i.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

– Tat\u0103, n-am putea s\u0103 facem cumva s\u0103 nu ne mai plece nimeni? se auzi \u00eentreb\u00e2nd, cu suspinele \u00een vocea r\u0103gu\u0219it\u0103. – Nimeni nu e al nostru. – Nici m\u0103car anim\u0103lu\u021bele pe care ni le dai? – Nici m\u0103car. – Nici noi nu suntem ai no\u0219tri, a\u0219a e, tat\u0103, zise ea ru\u0219in\u00e2ndu-se. Dar ai cui…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":762,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-759","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-confessions"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/shot-by-cerqueira-HEMgXMFpsAw-unsplash-scaled.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/759","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=759"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/759\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":763,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/759\/revisions\/763"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/762"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=759"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=759"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=759"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}