– Vreau s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi ar\u0103t un secret.
– Ok.
– \u00cenchide ochii.
– Nu, de ce?
– P\u0103i a\u0219a func\u021bioneaz\u0103. Ca s\u0103 po\u021bi vedea ce vreau s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi ar\u0103t, e nevoie s\u0103 \u00eenchizi ochii.
– ?
– Ca s\u0103 te desprinzi.
– C\u00e2t dureaz\u0103?
– C\u00e2t e nevoie.
– ?
– P\u00e2n\u0103 vezi.
\u00a0 \u00a0Am \u00eenchis ochii, lu\u00e2ndu-mi un milimetru de v\u0103z printre gene.
– De tot! \u00eemi spuse, \u0219i-am pufnit a nemul\u021bumire.
\u00a0 \u00a0Nu vedeam nimic, dar \u00eei auzeam respira\u021bia a\u0219tept\u00e2nd\u0103. Ai observat vreodat\u0103 cum respir\u0103 un om care a\u0219teapt\u0103? A team\u0103 amestecat\u0103 cu entuziasm, cu speran\u021b\u0103 \u0219i un pic de \u00eendoial\u0103, cu un strop de \u201dhai c\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103!\u201d \u0219i-unul de \u201ddar dac\u0103\u2026?\u201d. Aproape c\u0103 ai putea s\u0103 miro\u0219i a\u0219teptarea, nu-i a\u0219a?
– \u0218i?
– Nu v\u0103d nimic. Ce \u00eemi ar\u0103\u021bi?
– Degeaba-\u021bi spun, c\u0103 n-ai s\u0103 auzi. E nevoie s\u0103 vezi tu, prin tine. Mai a\u0219tept\u0103m.
– Presiunea asta nu cred c\u0103 ajut\u0103.
– A\u0219a-i. Ia-\u021bi c\u00e2t ai nevoie. Eu o s\u0103 fiu aici.
– Chiar dac\u0103 nu te v\u0103d?
– Cu at\u00e2t mai mult.
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Mi-am luat timp s\u0103 a\u0219tept. Mi-am pus inten\u021bia de a-mi da timp ca \u0219i cum l-a\u0219 avea din oficiu.
– Nu for\u021ba, \u00eemi spuse. Cu c\u00e2t for\u021bezi, cu at\u00e2t dureaz\u0103 mai mult.
– Ok.
– Tot ce for\u021bezi rupe Sufletul.
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Nu-i r\u0103spund la asta, mi-a dat de g\u00e2ndit. De c\u00e2te ori for\u021b\u0103m lucrurile s\u0103 fie cum ni le-am imaginat noi? \u0218i aproape niciodat\u0103 nu se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103, sau, c\u00e2nd se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103, au ele un fel al lor de a se transforma \u00een ceea ce a fost de la \u00eenceput dat s\u0103 fie, doar c\u0103 procesul e mai \u00eendelungat, noi ne rupem pe toate p\u0103r\u021bile, \u0219i ie\u0219im din asta mai obosi\u021bi dec\u00e2t am fi fost dac\u0103 doar am fi\u2026 l\u0103sat totul s\u0103 fie.
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Mi-am oprit g\u00e2ndurile, ca \u0219i cum a\u0219 fi ap\u0103sat pe un buton invizibil care le-a pus barier\u0103. Le auzeam forfota, \u00eens\u0103, \u00een spatele min\u021bii cumva, \u0219tiind c\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd vor avea verde, vor n\u0103pusti ca de fiecare dat\u0103, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 iar\u0103\u0219i \u00een mijlocul nop\u021bii, cu m\u00e2inile la t\u00e2mple, \u00eentr-o balt\u0103 de \u201dnu mai pot a\u0219a\u201d. S\u0103 vin\u0103 pe r\u00e2nd ar fi fost mai bine, doar dac\u0103 le-a\u0219 fi putut cumva coordona\u2026 Mi-am imaginat c\u0103 e ca \u0219i cum m-a\u0219 duce la pia\u021b\u0103, \u0219tiind c\u0103 azi o s\u0103 am nevoie de ro\u0219ii, telemea de capr\u0103, lalele \u0219i coriandru, pe care le aleg dintr-o multitudine de \u201dazi nu-mi trebuie asta, nici asta, nici asta pentru ce am de f\u0103cut. Le voi avea \u00een vedere pentru ziua urm\u0103toare.\u201d
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u0218i-atunci am v\u0103zut. Nu tot ce vine spre noi e musai de primit\u2026 acum. E de observat, c\u00e2nt\u0103rit, analizat dac\u0103 e momentul \u0219i-abia apoi primit sau pus la dospit pentru mai \u00eencolo. Nu pot s\u0103 zic c\u0103 e musai un secret \u0103sta, dar, ce-i drept, u\u0219ureaz\u0103 pu\u021bin modul de operare. P\u0103cat c\u0103 n-am venit cu manual de instruc\u021biuni la purt\u0103tor, \u0219i trebuie s\u0103 ne descoperim singuri butoanele.
– Ai v\u0103zut!
– Cred\u2026
– Ai v\u0103zut; ai segmentat.
– Da.
– Cum?
– Nu \u0219tiu, a venit natural. Doar am\u2026 v\u0103zut.
– E clar acum?
– E clar acum. Nu mai for\u021bez nimic, las s\u0103 curg\u0103.
– \u0218i-apoi?
– \u0218i-apoi aleg.
– Pentru c\u0103 po\u021bi.
– Pentru c\u0103 pot.
\u00a0 \u00a0 Deschid ochii. R\u0103suflu u\u0219urat\u0103, a claritate.
– De fapt, cred c\u0103 \u0103sta e secretul. C\u0103 po\u021bi oric\u00e2nd s\u0103 alegi ce faci cu ce vine spre tine, at\u00e2ta timp c\u00e2t \u00ee\u021bi iei timp s\u0103 vezi cu claritate ce vine spre tine, ca mai apoi s\u0103 po\u021bi segmenta.
\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Z\u00e2mbe\u0219te. \u00cei z\u00e2mbesc \u00eenapoi.
– \u00cemi plac conversa\u021biile astea ale noastre, tat\u0103.
– M\u0103 bucur c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi iei timp s\u0103 ascul\u021bi. Poate faci asta mai des.
– Nu e o idee rea.
– Mai ales c\u00e2nd\u2026 nu ai timp \u0219i nici direc\u021bie.
– Pentru c\u0103, oricum, toate sunt \u00een noi. \u0218i timpul, \u0219i direc\u021bia. E nevoie doar s\u0103 \u00eenchid ochii cu \u00eencredere, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eencerc s\u0103 tri\u0219ez pe sub gene.
– Ca s\u0103 te desprinzi de tine \u0219i s\u0103 ajungi \u00eenapoi la tine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
– Vreau s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi ar\u0103t un secret.– Ok.– \u00cenchide ochii.– Nu, de ce?– P\u0103i a\u0219a func\u021bioneaz\u0103. Ca s\u0103 po\u021bi vedea ce vreau s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi ar\u0103t, e nevoie s\u0103 \u00eenchizi ochii.– ?– Ca s\u0103 te desprinzi.– C\u00e2t dureaz\u0103?– C\u00e2t e nevoie.– ?– P\u00e2n\u0103 vezi. \u00a0 \u00a0Am \u00eenchis ochii, lu\u00e2ndu-mi un milimetru de v\u0103z printre gene.– De…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":797,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-805","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-confessions"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/cropped-Delia3560-scaled-1.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/805","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=805"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/805\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":807,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/805\/revisions\/807"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/797"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=805"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=805"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eusuntdelia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=805"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}