I could call it "enthusiasm" but it fills the breaks between my heartbeats So it’s more than that I could call it "joy" but it tastes like non-vegan Nutella topped with regular-milk Nespresso coffee and cigarettes flavor So it’s more than that I could call it "excitement" but it makes my skin ticklish and it electrifies every cell in my body So it’s more than that I could give it some more thought or I could just call it "happiness" and that would be just right